i cut my finger accidentally with some stupid glass pot.
mini plants ! so cute luhs. i was like so tempted to buy some little baby plants to put at home.
mini cute cactus !
love birds , awwwwws ~
purple flowers are loveeeeeeeee
purple flowers yet again !
and still in love with purple flowers
daddy
mommy
this sin zai ya over at boonlay kept on persuading my father to buy beer , lols
jiekai , the main organiser of the jwps'o4 bbq event
faizah , AUNTIE VIOLET !
hidhirrrrrrrrrrr
darrrrrrrrrrrrr
radzaly , mr drunkkkkkkkk
photo credits to jiemin ! :D
the chefs of the daydear blog ,
currently chatting with kor over at msn , haas. discussing about tattoos and stuff. managed to get a new phone yesterday. instead of e71 , i got nokia x3. father changed it , so i just take it luhs /:
anyway , met baby over at jp than lover came ! supposingly , we were planning to have our yongtauhu meal but their hotdogs went oos ! -.- so we "threw" our yongtauhu plan awayyy ~ chanced upon yvonne soh. l4d2 with baby and there's this group of people damn hell pro luhs ._.
akl came halfway while we were playing and left only after awhile. baby left , met shermaine and nuer2. then i left to look for my parents. boonlay and happen to see tide. back to jp.
this time , jiasheng's there. he kept on talking cock larhs ! like funny luhs. they left to watch " my ex " which i wanted to watch /: nuer2 and i head for safra. and yes , you can guess. l4d2 again. tide came over with he's friends for awhile and we left.
while walking to take a cab , we saw ruwen jiemei , damian , daniel and manfred. left after a short chat. and now im back homeeeeeee ~ ohs yeahs , short update on what happen past few days !
2days back had bbq with jwps'o4 peeps ! totally fun like hell. i remember when i just reached there , quite afew people called my name. some i don't recognise and of cause , some i still do. some say , " you last time hockey one right ? " and others , " you band one right ? the eupho player. " drank and i kept losing 5 - 10 larhs ! ._. machiam half the absolute i finish luhs /: stupid alif , keep sabo me ):
we plan-ed for a jwps l4d2 trip :x haas , comfirm fun. baby came to look for me after he's own drinking session. police came and baby is the oldest so he'll have to account to them :x suay uhs baby /:
yesterday , i went over to a don't know what place with parents to look at flowers. mommy seems to go gaga for every single flowers she sees ._. but purple flowers are damn hell nice larhs ! :D okays larhs. that's all , my hands are getting a little tired , bye ! :D
currently chatting with kor over at msn , haas. discussing about tattoos and stuff. managed to get a new phone yesterday. instead of e71 , i got nokia x3. father changed it , so i just take it luhs /:
anyway , met baby over at jp than lover came ! supposingly , we were planning to have our yongtauhu meal but their hotdogs went oos ! -.- so we "threw" our yongtauhu plan awayyy ~ chanced upon yvonne soh. l4d2 with baby and there's this group of people damn hell pro luhs ._.
akl came halfway while we were playing and left only after awhile. baby left , met shermaine and nuer2. then i left to look for my parents. boonlay and happen to see tide. back to jp.
this time , jiasheng's there. he kept on talking cock larhs ! like funny luhs. they left to watch " my ex " which i wanted to watch /: nuer2 and i head for safra. and yes , you can guess. l4d2 again. tide came over with he's friends for awhile and we left.
while walking to take a cab , we saw ruwen jiemei , damian , daniel and manfred. left after a short chat. and now im back homeeeeeee ~ ohs yeahs , short update on what happen past few days !
2days back had bbq with jwps'o4 peeps ! totally fun like hell. i remember when i just reached there , quite afew people called my name. some i don't recognise and of cause , some i still do. some say , " you last time hockey one right ? " and others , " you band one right ? the eupho player. " drank and i kept losing 5 - 10 larhs ! ._. machiam half the absolute i finish luhs /: stupid alif , keep sabo me ):
we plan-ed for a jwps l4d2 trip :x haas , comfirm fun. baby came to look for me after he's own drinking session. police came and baby is the oldest so he'll have to account to them :x suay uhs baby /:
yesterday , i went over to a don't know what place with parents to look at flowers. mommy seems to go gaga for every single flowers she sees ._. but purple flowers are damn hell nice larhs ! :D okays larhs. that's all , my hands are getting a little tired , bye ! :D
dear blog ,
the very few times of which tears i'll always remember that happen in a single day , a supposingly totally joyous event which should actually take place. instead , things happened halfway through. the too many tears i've cried. might not be the most in a day but certainly not one of the least. over at home while i was on phone..
the tears of rage - when i couldn't take it , i hate repetition and i feel so sick and tired of it..
while on my way to jp and over at jp. done with buying of stuffs for the event which will take place over at a later time. rain-ed and ran ~ stuck under a block. got so overwhelmed by emotions..
the tears of fear - the total fear of losing you
the tears of sadness - why did we became like this ? talk things out isn't the best way , should have kept mum all the way
the tears of acceptance - you're just another retribution..
walk-ed home in the drizziling rain , and went to took the mrt. upon reaching kembangan , found a spot to settle down..
the tears of realising - we shouldn't have be. maybe , we're just not right. we're so different in many ways
the tears of overcoming the last of you - to make it a point that if it'll still end up so wrong , just make things quick. no point dragging on..
you came and things seems to be rather fine. you asked , " will this be the last time we meet ? ".
the tears of silence - i do not know what else to say..
took the mrt together and you alighted over at redhill. went over to jwps'o4 's bbq event. had fun there , was happy i met and make friends again with good old school mates{shall update on the event most prob tonight , when i get all pics ! :D}.
you came to look for me after your stuffs. home-d and we lay on bed , we talk-ed.
the tears of emptiness - feeling that you'll be gone some fine day abruptly
the tears of despondency - i'll have to face the same whole thing for the 4th time , especially just like the last one whom went away and of cause whom gave the deepest heartbreak..
the tears of doubt - when you told me you really love me and you hugged me from the back.
the tears of confusion - when you repeat , " i don't know what else to say. even if you don't believe me. you won't understand. " despite me keeping mum right from the very start. turned me to face you , you hugged me even tighter and held onto my hand. i turned my back on you , yet agains.
the tears of reassurance - when you said , " i really love you more than anything else.. " and wiped away my tears. you asked me to just cry out if i really can't control it anymore. i turned around to hug you..
we than talk about normal things and i lay my head on your chest in your warmest embrace. i feel love-d. i asked if it'll be uncomfortable and you told me , " for you , it's okay. "
the tears of relieve - you still give me the best , before and after , now and then , nomatter what. and it's just for me to be happy , just for that very smile which lasted for awhile only..
baby , i love you and i really , really do love you.
the very few times of which tears i'll always remember that happen in a single day , a supposingly totally joyous event which should actually take place. instead , things happened halfway through. the too many tears i've cried. might not be the most in a day but certainly not one of the least. over at home while i was on phone..
the tears of rage - when i couldn't take it , i hate repetition and i feel so sick and tired of it..
while on my way to jp and over at jp. done with buying of stuffs for the event which will take place over at a later time. rain-ed and ran ~ stuck under a block. got so overwhelmed by emotions..
the tears of fear - the total fear of losing you
the tears of sadness - why did we became like this ? talk things out isn't the best way , should have kept mum all the way
the tears of acceptance - you're just another retribution..
walk-ed home in the drizziling rain , and went to took the mrt. upon reaching kembangan , found a spot to settle down..
the tears of realising - we shouldn't have be. maybe , we're just not right. we're so different in many ways
the tears of overcoming the last of you - to make it a point that if it'll still end up so wrong , just make things quick. no point dragging on..
you came and things seems to be rather fine. you asked , " will this be the last time we meet ? ".
the tears of silence - i do not know what else to say..
took the mrt together and you alighted over at redhill. went over to jwps'o4 's bbq event. had fun there , was happy i met and make friends again with good old school mates{shall update on the event most prob tonight , when i get all pics ! :D}.
you came to look for me after your stuffs. home-d and we lay on bed , we talk-ed.
the tears of emptiness - feeling that you'll be gone some fine day abruptly
the tears of despondency - i'll have to face the same whole thing for the 4th time , especially just like the last one whom went away and of cause whom gave the deepest heartbreak..
the tears of doubt - when you told me you really love me and you hugged me from the back.
the tears of confusion - when you repeat , " i don't know what else to say. even if you don't believe me. you won't understand. " despite me keeping mum right from the very start. turned me to face you , you hugged me even tighter and held onto my hand. i turned my back on you , yet agains.
the tears of reassurance - when you said , " i really love you more than anything else.. " and wiped away my tears. you asked me to just cry out if i really can't control it anymore. i turned around to hug you..
we than talk about normal things and i lay my head on your chest in your warmest embrace. i feel love-d. i asked if it'll be uncomfortable and you told me , " for you , it's okay. "
the tears of relieve - you still give me the best , before and after , now and then , nomatter what. and it's just for me to be happy , just for that very smile which lasted for awhile only..
baby , i love you and i really , really do love you.
the dearest malay girls of 4e3'o8
ibrahim , he took a pic of himself using my phone before leaving. lols ~
used-to-be mates in class (:
fringe cui )))))))):
look at how strong her grip is ! :x
dear blog ,
just edited my brother's blog , haas. shocked that he actually told me via sms yesterday that he's gonna open a new blog ehs. lols ~ anyhow , just changed my playlist :D love the songs like heaven okays ! :p
don't know how long i've been sick , or rather i've been sick for quite some time that i even forgotten when i even fall sick. ohs , i suddenly remember i neglected my twitter ._. sad case ehs , lols ~
yesterday i met nuer2 , joey.s , felie and claire. went to giant with claire afew times luhs ! to get her mother's stuff , like funny only. haas ~ went for dinner with family and back to meet them. one by one people left. nuer2 and i talk-ed about many , many things.
cut my hair and trim-ed my eyebrows. sim kept holding on to my hand larhs when she's trimming her brows , lols ~ and my fringe now very cuiiiiiiii ): sad uhs /:
happen to chance upon 4e3'o8 classmates. unknowingly , i've already graduated for the 2nd year lerhs , time really flies. there's syahirah , hajar and nardiah. caught up a little on our lifes , how i miss 4e3 ehs , sighs. 4e3's still the best-est of the best uhs. ohs , there's also ibrahim and one of their friend.
afterwich , nuer2 and i went to nua around our estates. she went home and i went over to 651 to meet shermaine. she laughed at my hair luhs ._. sad case ehs. okays , whatever. it will grow derhs ! ): hao larhs , nothing much to blog anyway. i just know i miss my baby a little way too much /:
just edited my brother's blog , haas. shocked that he actually told me via sms yesterday that he's gonna open a new blog ehs. lols ~ anyhow , just changed my playlist :D love the songs like heaven okays ! :p
don't know how long i've been sick , or rather i've been sick for quite some time that i even forgotten when i even fall sick. ohs , i suddenly remember i neglected my twitter ._. sad case ehs , lols ~
yesterday i met nuer2 , joey.s , felie and claire. went to giant with claire afew times luhs ! to get her mother's stuff , like funny only. haas ~ went for dinner with family and back to meet them. one by one people left. nuer2 and i talk-ed about many , many things.
cut my hair and trim-ed my eyebrows. sim kept holding on to my hand larhs when she's trimming her brows , lols ~ and my fringe now very cuiiiiiiii ): sad uhs /:
happen to chance upon 4e3'o8 classmates. unknowingly , i've already graduated for the 2nd year lerhs , time really flies. there's syahirah , hajar and nardiah. caught up a little on our lifes , how i miss 4e3 ehs , sighs. 4e3's still the best-est of the best uhs. ohs , there's also ibrahim and one of their friend.
afterwich , nuer2 and i went to nua around our estates. she went home and i went over to 651 to meet shermaine. she laughed at my hair luhs ._. sad case ehs. okays , whatever. it will grow derhs ! ): hao larhs , nothing much to blog anyway. i just know i miss my baby a little way too much /:
dear blog ,
baby slept over last night ! :D met him over at parklane after school the previous day , l4d2-ed. anyway , things happened , but i don't wanna remember it. so not blogging it out. sorry akl and felie for ps-ing you all uhs /:
shermaine perm-ed her hair ! looks so mature manxz ~ and met nuer2. than came jiasheng and felie. had pizzahut. it's been a long time ever since i had sausage mania ~ so many ex-jwss peeps are working there now. and one even asked me something shocking luhs , it's like i've already not been with this someone* for a year lerhs nehs ._.
anyhow , nua-ed and slack around. head to near house's playground. peishan came and we chatted. like lame only and i find my memory failing me -.- lols ~ hao larhs , bye ~
baby slept over last night ! :D met him over at parklane after school the previous day , l4d2-ed. anyway , things happened , but i don't wanna remember it. so not blogging it out. sorry akl and felie for ps-ing you all uhs /:
shermaine perm-ed her hair ! looks so mature manxz ~ and met nuer2. than came jiasheng and felie. had pizzahut. it's been a long time ever since i had sausage mania ~ so many ex-jwss peeps are working there now. and one even asked me something shocking luhs , it's like i've already not been with this someone* for a year lerhs nehs ._.
anyhow , nua-ed and slack around. head to near house's playground. peishan came and we chatted. like lame only and i find my memory failing me -.- lols ~ hao larhs , bye ~
dear blog ,
currently on phone with peishan akl , discussing about her future birthday plans. she keep say i copy her luhs , siao derhs /:
i stayed home yesterday since it's already way past 12am. i only know i kept on sleeping , and sleeping and more sleeeeeeeeping ~ supposingly should have met nuer2 to far east to look for her shoes.
had home cook dinner by my dearest mother ! how i miss having a super sumptous dinner at home with her cookings , and the company of my family. it's been a really long time , so long that i craved so much for all this moments.
talked with lover and webcam-ed with akl after dinner. ohs , and i had grapes ! :D favorite fruit horhs :p i guess heng must be jealous that i've got grapeeeees to eat :p akl sibei nonsense , had 12inch subway thingy -.- and i look at her eat for so looooong ~
met felie first and than akl. went to our old used-to-be fave childhood playspot. reminiscing the old times.. when we were kids , we've got nothing to worry. okays , maybe we've got to worry that we've got not enough time to play ice-man larhs , block-catching , crocodile etc etc. and akl ask me to type this that she's laughing at me right now. lame ass ~
chanced upon linette and damian over at 651.
i miss baby so much ): and i miss shermaine , lover , love.. i wanna hear claire say nonsense , even though it's nonsense , i still find her nonsense entertaining manxz.
arghs , i so wanna relieve my childhood , i wanna play carpark catching ! woots ~ think junxiang will steady derhs luhs , horhs ? :p lols , akl and i now talking about all those stupid games we all used to play. haas , like funny only luhs !
akl now keep saying in future she'll dote my kids , haas ! im so craving for babieeeeeeees larhs now ! /: agains liaos agains , i sot liaos -.- akl says she'll buy rocks for my kid when she's one year old , irritating leahs ~
okays larhs , i wanna stop blogging nonsense lerhs , bye !
cute baby ! :Ddear blog ,
i don't know why , i just suddenly have the feel to blog agains ._. even though im tired , i just don't understand why.
shermaine got the book , " this is my story " lerhs. and i haven't got mine ._. sad case ehs ? /: might be searching for that book tomorrow. somehow or rather , i miss baby though i just saw him few hours back /: {arghs} usually he'll be sleeping beside me now luhs ): he's now sleeping , but on he's own bed.
miss-ed the chance to have supper with family. actually , i don't wanna eat , i just wanna spend quality time together with them. we use to have plenty of quality time together , eating , talking about shits , shopping , laze-d around and watch vcd(s) , movies , dinners and breakfast. i miss those times.
if only i didn't change , i might still be having that few precious moments with my family now. i miss my mother's home cook dinner , i just miss having times that are always well spent with them. ahhh , i wanna put in more effort just to spend more time together with them ):
but at the same time , i don't wanna neglect baby or my precious ones. sianed , 24 hours a day , 7 days a week is never enough. god should've gave us more time to be distributed wisely. okays larhs , maybe i am the one who dosen't know how to juggles her own time ._.
was browsing the web for some tattoo thingy and came across this baby with full back tattoo. most probably it's fake and edited or maybe temp tattoos , but it's cute ehs ! :D
ohs , i suddenly remember i brought baby to look at a fake baby today over at this jiapalang shopping center which i saw it like a month plus back when i was there with my family. looks so real larhs ! and definately cuteeee okays.
wondering when will be the next time i meet lover ? /: i so wanna get this book tomorrow larhs ): might be heading to far east with nuer2 in search for her new shoes ! beibei taught me how to put leopard eyeshadowsssssss ! :D like styleeee only luhs ~ she said she learnt it for my sake leahs , wahs ~ i should feel touch and run to a corner to cry liaos luhs :x
hao larhs , i don't wanna blog anymore nonsense even though i really feel like blogging. i feel tired but i can't sleep. i wanna do some of the 1500 words essay , bye ! :D
i don't know why , i just suddenly have the feel to blog agains ._. even though im tired , i just don't understand why.
shermaine got the book , " this is my story " lerhs. and i haven't got mine ._. sad case ehs ? /: might be searching for that book tomorrow. somehow or rather , i miss baby though i just saw him few hours back /: {arghs} usually he'll be sleeping beside me now luhs ): he's now sleeping , but on he's own bed.
miss-ed the chance to have supper with family. actually , i don't wanna eat , i just wanna spend quality time together with them. we use to have plenty of quality time together , eating , talking about shits , shopping , laze-d around and watch vcd(s) , movies , dinners and breakfast. i miss those times.
if only i didn't change , i might still be having that few precious moments with my family now. i miss my mother's home cook dinner , i just miss having times that are always well spent with them. ahhh , i wanna put in more effort just to spend more time together with them ):
but at the same time , i don't wanna neglect baby or my precious ones. sianed , 24 hours a day , 7 days a week is never enough. god should've gave us more time to be distributed wisely. okays larhs , maybe i am the one who dosen't know how to juggles her own time ._.
was browsing the web for some tattoo thingy and came across this baby with full back tattoo. most probably it's fake and edited or maybe temp tattoos , but it's cute ehs ! :D
ohs , i suddenly remember i brought baby to look at a fake baby today over at this jiapalang shopping center which i saw it like a month plus back when i was there with my family. looks so real larhs ! and definately cuteeee okays.
wondering when will be the next time i meet lover ? /: i so wanna get this book tomorrow larhs ): might be heading to far east with nuer2 in search for her new shoes ! beibei taught me how to put leopard eyeshadowsssssss ! :D like styleeee only luhs ~ she said she learnt it for my sake leahs , wahs ~ i should feel touch and run to a corner to cry liaos luhs :x
hao larhs , i don't wanna blog anymore nonsense even though i really feel like blogging. i feel tired but i can't sleep. i wanna do some of the 1500 words essay , bye ! :D
loot of the dayyyy
the bracelet lover got me
nuer2 , me and lover
arnold's chicken !
baby and lauba , they really look alike luhs ! too bad it's not clearrrrr ~
dar , me and nuer2
the shui jing noodleeeeeeeees ~
dear blog ,
finally back home after a long , tiring dayyyyyyyyyy ~ walk-ed and shop-ed quite alot uhs , reallly tired ._. legs damn hell nuaaaaa ~
and i finally manage to upload pictures , highclaps ! :D feeling very elated. and im tired , so keep this a short one.
yesterday met dar and nuer2. train-ed to bugis pei dar went to nafa for registration. walked around bugis and settle down for long john silver. met devil and we continue-d nua-ing. devil than left. walk-ed around again and dar went to look for earrings and shoes.
had a bowl of "shui jing" noodles shared with nuer2 and dar for dinner. kinda nice , ordered shuan la , but more like ma la. lols ~ the fragrance damn hell "seducing" :x "seduce-d" our nose arhs :x
than baby came ! :D train-ed back to jurong and l4d2 with kelvin , lauba , damian and zhenchong too. afterwich , met felie and akl awhile. home-d with baby and blissfully asleep in he's arms agains :p
today wokeup and went bugis with baby. we walk-ed around some weird shopping center and stuff. had tomyam yong tau hu for breakfast , baby help me finished the rest. i kayqiang , order more luhs ! -.-
saw a weird shop selling like all those the person collect one things , many jiapalang things luhs. regret that i didn't manage to take a photo of it. bought a beautiful 5 shades of glitter eyeshadows at a bargain of $15 with baby's bag. love it like heaven ! :D
went to shop for baby's things over at bugis. baby bought 2 polos and 2 tops. he keep say i choose one tops very ahbeng ): he bought slippers as well ! :D now he won't always almost fall down with he's old slippery slippers lerhs :p
went over to city plaza , met lover and nuer2 ! it's been so long ever sicne i met lover laaaaaarhs ! /: i miss love ehs. lover bought me a leopard bracelet which comes with afew more bracelet , two with white pearls around and two gold ones. thanks alot uhs lover.
we walk-ed for long hours larhs ._. and the 3/4 of the beginning , we had totally no loot at all -.- except that nuer2 got a bag at a very good bargain. this don't want , that don't want ! -.- than we end up over at a shop and we 3 finally got clothes ! :D all our clothes were black and dress-like top. love it to the max manxz ~
had arnold's chicken. damn nice. again , we were attracted by the fragrance larhs ._. felt damn bloated after the meal. train-ed back to jurong. on the way back , lover and i chatted like there's no tomorrow. lols ~
nuer2 and i decided to slack awhile before heading home. talk-ed about plenty of stuff. baby's not here to sleep beside me today despite it's saturday ): well , i feel tired. i thought i said i'll blog a short one , instead i blog-ed so much without realising it till now. hao larhs , bye ! :D
finally back home after a long , tiring dayyyyyyyyyy ~ walk-ed and shop-ed quite alot uhs , reallly tired ._. legs damn hell nuaaaaa ~
and i finally manage to upload pictures , highclaps ! :D feeling very elated. and im tired , so keep this a short one.
yesterday met dar and nuer2. train-ed to bugis pei dar went to nafa for registration. walked around bugis and settle down for long john silver. met devil and we continue-d nua-ing. devil than left. walk-ed around again and dar went to look for earrings and shoes.
had a bowl of "shui jing" noodles shared with nuer2 and dar for dinner. kinda nice , ordered shuan la , but more like ma la. lols ~ the fragrance damn hell "seducing" :x "seduce-d" our nose arhs :x
than baby came ! :D train-ed back to jurong and l4d2 with kelvin , lauba , damian and zhenchong too. afterwich , met felie and akl awhile. home-d with baby and blissfully asleep in he's arms agains :p
today wokeup and went bugis with baby. we walk-ed around some weird shopping center and stuff. had tomyam yong tau hu for breakfast , baby help me finished the rest. i kayqiang , order more luhs ! -.-
saw a weird shop selling like all those the person collect one things , many jiapalang things luhs. regret that i didn't manage to take a photo of it. bought a beautiful 5 shades of glitter eyeshadows at a bargain of $15 with baby's bag. love it like heaven ! :D
went to shop for baby's things over at bugis. baby bought 2 polos and 2 tops. he keep say i choose one tops very ahbeng ): he bought slippers as well ! :D now he won't always almost fall down with he's old slippery slippers lerhs :p
went over to city plaza , met lover and nuer2 ! it's been so long ever sicne i met lover laaaaaarhs ! /: i miss love ehs. lover bought me a leopard bracelet which comes with afew more bracelet , two with white pearls around and two gold ones. thanks alot uhs lover.
we walk-ed for long hours larhs ._. and the 3/4 of the beginning , we had totally no loot at all -.- except that nuer2 got a bag at a very good bargain. this don't want , that don't want ! -.- than we end up over at a shop and we 3 finally got clothes ! :D all our clothes were black and dress-like top. love it to the max manxz ~
had arnold's chicken. damn nice. again , we were attracted by the fragrance larhs ._. felt damn bloated after the meal. train-ed back to jurong. on the way back , lover and i chatted like there's no tomorrow. lols ~
nuer2 and i decided to slack awhile before heading home. talk-ed about plenty of stuff. baby's not here to sleep beside me today despite it's saturday ): well , i feel tired. i thought i said i'll blog a short one , instead i blog-ed so much without realising it till now. hao larhs , bye ! :D
dear blog ,
i just wokeup cause i slept VERY early last night. i hate people who accuses me. don't ever ask me why can't i fall asleep anymore ! i can't sleep means i can't fcuking sleep. if i can i will be asleep. idiots ~
and whatever fcuk is wrong !? i sleep early and i wakeup early also can't , don't sleep also can't. than end up can say like that study for what. now i totally DON'T feel like studying anymore. why the fcuk must accuse me ? for what !?
don't say what if you don't use this , do that you can sleep one. BULLSHIT. it's cause i can't sleep that's why i use this , do that ! i slept for so many hours than i wakeup , say whatever shit you want larhs. what can go back to sleep even if you can't sleep. what nonsense is this ? try not going to work and sleep those fcuking 24 hours on your bed larhs !
i don't care if you're mad or what , the MAIN point is that you fcuking accuse me for not sleeping. and even if you end up knowing it , it's already your fault for scolding me , you still want your face -.- you never even apologise , but i don't expect you to apologise. you can just shut the hell up and go back to your room but you didn't. you wanna win , you can say those nonsensical stuffs.
wakeup early also got wrong leahs , i don't sleep better larhs horhs -.- sleep also like that , don't sleep also like that. and i don't fcuking want anyone to tell me i put in no fcuking efforts larhs ! I TRIED ALREADY LARHS ! and i really did. if you don't think i did try , just shut up. don't tell me , say to me or whatever shit.
i finally wanna go to school for microecons and buck up one , now i feel fcuked up. so what if it's myy future. it's all of you this kinda scuky people whom think that you're right make me feel despair. i don't feel like studying anymore , fcuk the world. i still thought life's great... lols ~
i just wokeup cause i slept VERY early last night. i hate people who accuses me. don't ever ask me why can't i fall asleep anymore ! i can't sleep means i can't fcuking sleep. if i can i will be asleep. idiots ~
and whatever fcuk is wrong !? i sleep early and i wakeup early also can't , don't sleep also can't. than end up can say like that study for what. now i totally DON'T feel like studying anymore. why the fcuk must accuse me ? for what !?
don't say what if you don't use this , do that you can sleep one. BULLSHIT. it's cause i can't sleep that's why i use this , do that ! i slept for so many hours than i wakeup , say whatever shit you want larhs. what can go back to sleep even if you can't sleep. what nonsense is this ? try not going to work and sleep those fcuking 24 hours on your bed larhs !
i don't care if you're mad or what , the MAIN point is that you fcuking accuse me for not sleeping. and even if you end up knowing it , it's already your fault for scolding me , you still want your face -.- you never even apologise , but i don't expect you to apologise. you can just shut the hell up and go back to your room but you didn't. you wanna win , you can say those nonsensical stuffs.
wakeup early also got wrong leahs , i don't sleep better larhs horhs -.- sleep also like that , don't sleep also like that. and i don't fcuking want anyone to tell me i put in no fcuking efforts larhs ! I TRIED ALREADY LARHS ! and i really did. if you don't think i did try , just shut up. don't tell me , say to me or whatever shit.
i finally wanna go to school for microecons and buck up one , now i feel fcuked up. so what if it's myy future. it's all of you this kinda scuky people whom think that you're right make me feel despair. i don't feel like studying anymore , fcuk the world. i still thought life's great... lols ~
i look so ._. but whatever , brings back one of those greatest memories of which i will never wanna forget , not this life (: 2004 , jwps syf and we got a silver. we played " light of the dawn " as choice piece , and " the temples / tempest " if i am not wrong.dear blog ,
tried transfering pictures to my labtop when im finally not feeling lazy , it failed -.- the feeling's like so sucky larhs , i don't like /:
anyhow , i finally got to meet shermaine and jiasheng ! :D i felt elated that baby stayed over last night ! im finally sleeping back in my own room after two horrendous nights , on my own ultra comfy queen size-d bed. what's more , the best part is that there's baby sleeping beside me ! how i enjoy snoozing off in he's warm embraceeeeee ~ {awwwws}
baby sent me to school in the early morning. he dig me awake , okays larhs , i mean it literally. drag me to the showers and "forced" me to bath while he's enjoying playing he's game /: had a great breakfast with baby but felt really bloated after that ehs.
sometimes , i can't help but wonder why do i still complain about all those nonsensical little things. i lead a blissful life with a loving family , caring boyfriend , greatest never-failed-to-be-there ones and dearest friends.
i am blessed to have them in my life and definately they have already been a part of my life for quite some time. i should feel contented , blithe. i have what some other people crave for , long for but don't have the fortune of having them.
even though at times i have some weird , bizarre thoughts of which i don't know where it comes from , i still find life really great for me. these lovelies never once did left me , especially the first three catagories.
i admit i do have some uncouth behaviors larhs or whatever , however they still accept me for who i am and love me wholeheartedly , treating me really great. or maybe like what baby agrees on with the horoscope thingy , im an escapist ._. but i am really glad that there's baby to pull me down back on earth when i am happily enjoying in my very own virtual land. which the fact is that i am actually running away from reality larhs ._.
hao larhs , enough of rantings. bye ! :D
tried transfering pictures to my labtop when im finally not feeling lazy , it failed -.- the feeling's like so sucky larhs , i don't like /:
anyhow , i finally got to meet shermaine and jiasheng ! :D i felt elated that baby stayed over last night ! im finally sleeping back in my own room after two horrendous nights , on my own ultra comfy queen size-d bed. what's more , the best part is that there's baby sleeping beside me ! how i enjoy snoozing off in he's warm embraceeeeee ~ {awwwws}
baby sent me to school in the early morning. he dig me awake , okays larhs , i mean it literally. drag me to the showers and "forced" me to bath while he's enjoying playing he's game /: had a great breakfast with baby but felt really bloated after that ehs.
sometimes , i can't help but wonder why do i still complain about all those nonsensical little things. i lead a blissful life with a loving family , caring boyfriend , greatest never-failed-to-be-there ones and dearest friends.
i am blessed to have them in my life and definately they have already been a part of my life for quite some time. i should feel contented , blithe. i have what some other people crave for , long for but don't have the fortune of having them.
even though at times i have some weird , bizarre thoughts of which i don't know where it comes from , i still find life really great for me. these lovelies never once did left me , especially the first three catagories.
i admit i do have some uncouth behaviors larhs or whatever , however they still accept me for who i am and love me wholeheartedly , treating me really great. or maybe like what baby agrees on with the horoscope thingy , im an escapist ._. but i am really glad that there's baby to pull me down back on earth when i am happily enjoying in my very own virtual land. which the fact is that i am actually running away from reality larhs ._.
hao larhs , enough of rantings. bye ! :D
dear blog ,
i hate the feeling of you stopping me in these things.. i know , for you it's for my own good , but for me.. i just love them. why can't you understand that if i don't really care , i won't till now also won't get anything. even when people offer to just give it to me for free ? {sighs}
do you not understand why ? maybe you don't understand how i feel , but than again it dosen't really matter liaos till this point. i don't wanna care and now i think i should just do everything my way lerhs.
although i don't want you to not accept me for who i am , and i thought that maybe we could really not let any of our religion stuff affect anything , now i doubt so. perhaps i may be wrong to think this way. but whatever... i don't know what more to say.
somehow or rather , i hope things change. i miss bb terribly.. bb , just where are you ? why won't you just come back ? or maybe if you're here , why can't you let me know ? why can't you just assure me that you're at least still here...
i went to school yesterday and im gonna wakeup and head for school tomorrow. slept at my brother's room yesterday cause somethings happened. whatever. okays , i remember i met dar , joey.s and linette the other day. than galvin , yongsheng , lester and gahpoh. i met manfred yesterday for awhile and caught up a little.
i also remember i chanced upon sheena jie when i met lover the other day. like finally arhs. miss-ed the chance to meet peishan akl. well , i miss shermaine , wonder how's she doing. hopefully she'll be fine.. tomorrow will be meeting nuer2 ! :D {highclaps} e63 , im so gonna get youuuuuuu uhs ~
still kinda lazy to upload pictures , shall get this done maybe tomorrow. nights people !
i hate the feeling of you stopping me in these things.. i know , for you it's for my own good , but for me.. i just love them. why can't you understand that if i don't really care , i won't till now also won't get anything. even when people offer to just give it to me for free ? {sighs}
do you not understand why ? maybe you don't understand how i feel , but than again it dosen't really matter liaos till this point. i don't wanna care and now i think i should just do everything my way lerhs.
although i don't want you to not accept me for who i am , and i thought that maybe we could really not let any of our religion stuff affect anything , now i doubt so. perhaps i may be wrong to think this way. but whatever... i don't know what more to say.
somehow or rather , i hope things change. i miss bb terribly.. bb , just where are you ? why won't you just come back ? or maybe if you're here , why can't you let me know ? why can't you just assure me that you're at least still here...
i went to school yesterday and im gonna wakeup and head for school tomorrow. slept at my brother's room yesterday cause somethings happened. whatever. okays , i remember i met dar , joey.s and linette the other day. than galvin , yongsheng , lester and gahpoh. i met manfred yesterday for awhile and caught up a little.
i also remember i chanced upon sheena jie when i met lover the other day. like finally arhs. miss-ed the chance to meet peishan akl. well , i miss shermaine , wonder how's she doing. hopefully she'll be fine.. tomorrow will be meeting nuer2 ! :D {highclaps} e63 , im so gonna get youuuuuuu uhs ~
still kinda lazy to upload pictures , shall get this done maybe tomorrow. nights people !
